Real love is NEVER against the law, Lizz. The law can NEVER stop the way you feel about someone...You need to figure out your feelings... Cuz' I think maybe you jumped into this whole Ben thing too soon w/o thinking about your feelings for Earl. YOU AND EARL AREN'T TOGETHER ANYMORE. He can be with anyone he wants to, he has every right. Not to be a bitch, but that's the way it is at least for right now. If you find that you don't like ben as much as you thought, you should let him go, because otherwise you're just hurting him and yourself even more.
Thats wat stevie wrote. I do love ben But i couldn't tell my aunt that because she doesn't know that were dating and i said i did then she would suspect somthing. I want earl to move on with his life. As long as i dont hear about it. I can't handle it and i never will. I'm the one who helped with his getting experienced. SO i dont want to know if he goes all the way with some other girl. I'm not mad at him for dating Autumn i'm mad that he lied to me. Autumn is great except she reminds me of me. O well i can't do anything about last night i can only think about the future.